Tuesday, 20 October 2015

LOST GIRL

Lost Girl...



"You..Yes YOU,
I am talking to You.
Where are you? Why have you left me alone?
You know...I need you!", standing in front of the mirror she said to herself in her anger. She was screaming on herself while looking in the mirror. She was talking to herself, remembering the things she used to own some time.
The things she has lost now!
But she didn't get the answers.
She kept standing there, recollecting the memories of good old days. 
'Where it all went wrong and how the things have changed?', she thought.
Confused and messed up with a number of questions and thoughts both positive and negative running into her head, she started crying. Small tears carrying a lot of pain started falling down from her small grey eyes.
With the feeling of guilt and solitude, she laid over the floor and slept there.

Next morning when she woke up, she was all disturbed. She saw the mirror. She was still searching for the answers but didn't get anyone of them. She decided to act normal but was unsuccessful in that. 
After a week or so she became more and more frustrated. She wasn't making to anywhere and remained at her home for all the time. Siddharth, her best friend, came to her house and asked for her absence. "Hey Sanchi, Where are you yaar? Are you all okay?" Sanchi being unable to lie in front of him, told him everything she had been undergoing for the last two weeks. Sid took her out for a drive and they went to the garden where she found people with different disabilities enjoying among themselves. Finally, he took Sanchi to a big, quite mountain. He asked her to shout loudly. He asked her to tell the world whatever she wants to. She shouted. She shouted loudly. Her anger transformed into happiness. She was enjoying it. Well, this is what she exactly needed. 
She lost her confidence! 
She lost faith in herself!
And back to home, she went to her room. She stood in front of the mirror. But this time she didn't cry. Instead she started laughing. 
"You think I'm a coward that I would be scared of the path you designed for me, huh?"
"Are you challenging me...?"
"So, Yeah! Challenge accepted! Now, I will show you that I can cross any path you will put for me", she said with her loudest voice and she went away.


Sunday, 11 October 2015

RETARDANCE

RETARDANCE


They say she is retard minded because she doesn't go to pubs, because she doesn't drink and because she doesn't overexpose herself.
Is this her narrow mindedness?
Will she be a cool girl, if she starts drinking hard drinks?
Do pursuing these things really show that she is enjoying her life?
No..! You are wrong!
It's just that she enjoys being in herself. She doesn't need help of such external agents to make herself happy.
I don't think its her retardance if even today she believes in true love and doesn't play with hearts. It's just that she believes in the real beauty of life. She believes in exploring the hidden meaning of life.

How would I define retardance?
Having a prejudiced mind and biased thoughts express your small mindedness. Not receptive to new ideas, lacking tolerance and breadth of view are characteristics of a small and retarded mind.

"Personality matters but the beauty of heart and creativity of mind matters the most!"


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