IN HER HEAD

Sneha was talking to her best friend Piyush when he suddenly asked her regarding Parth. Sneha and Parth were in a very relationship for six months. “Umm…I broke up with him”, she said.

“Whaaatttt??” he screamed in shock.

“Hmm…”, she replied. 

“But why? Everything was so perfect!”

After a great pause Sneha said, ”Because Parth was using me as a puppet. He simply wished to accomplish his physical desires. He ne'er felt for me! He ne'er cared for me! He ne'er loved me!”

Parth was a really good friend of Piyush as well. They shared an excellent bond like that of brothers. “Are you mad? do you know what are you talking about? Parth was so damn serious about you! He admired you the foremost. He dreamt of growing old with you. He wished to cherish each moment with you! He used to tell me how much fond he was of you. You should ask him once…”

“Don’t take his side”, she said furiously and hung up the call. She went to the lav and washed her face and the tears that started falling down from her eyes. 

After going into her room, she opened the drawer and took out her photos with him. Staring at their 1st photograph along, she recalled the day when at the school playground Parth proposed her in front of everyone and sang a song for her. She remembered how passionately he used to look into her eyes and take her into the world of her fantasies. She remembered the way Parth loved her, teased her. She memorize the day of annual function in their school when after the event Parth asked her to drop her home however suddenly on the way his bike stopped, then they walked the entire distance together holding each other’s hand. That was the first time he kissed her. Looking at a photograph in which Parth was lifting Sneha at her back and she suddenly tickled him, she smiled somewhat with her eyes filled with tears. She went back to her drawer and took out the letters that Parth used to send her each weekend with a bouquet. One amongst the letters read:

“Cuteso, I can hear your heartbeat and read you mind,

 You're my shadow,

 You add sugar to my life,

 You're the bird who taught me to fly,

 You're the flower whose fragrance sweetens my day.”

Deep inside her heart, Sneha still worshipped him. However she wasn't able to settle for it. She dialed his number but cut it before the bell rang. She realised how Parth has played with her heart and her feelings. And the way he always asked her to send her nude pics. At that moment she deleted his number from her mobile and went to her bed, trying to sleep fighting against the tears in her eyes and Parth in her mind.

LOST GIRL

Lost Girl...

"You..Yes YOU,

I am talking to You.

Where are you? Why have you left me alone?

You know...I need you!", standing in front of the mirror she said to herself in her anger. She was screaming on herself while looking in the mirror. She was talking to herself, remembering the things she used to own some time.

The things she has lost now!

But she didn't get the answers.

She kept standing there, recollecting the memories of good old days. 

'Where it all went wrong and how the things have changed?', she thought.

Confused and messed up with a number of questions and thoughts both positive and negative running into her head, she started crying. Small tears carrying a lot of pain started falling down from her small grey eyes.

With the feeling of guilt and solitude, she laid over the floor and slept there.

Next morning when she woke up, she was all disturbed. She saw the mirror. She was still searching for the answers but didn't get anyone of them. She decided to act normal but was unsuccessful in that. 

After a week or so she became more and more frustrated. She wasn't making to anywhere and remained at her home for all the time. Siddharth, her best friend, came to her house and asked for her absence. "Hey Sanchi, Where are you yaar? Are you all okay?" Sanchi being unable to lie in front of him, told him everything she had been undergoing for the last two weeks. Sid took her out for a drive and they went to the garden where she found people with different disabilities enjoying among themselves. Finally, he took Sanchi to a big, quite mountain. He asked her to shout loudly. He asked her to tell the world whatever she wants to. She shouted. She shouted loudly. Her anger transformed into happiness. She was enjoying it. Well, this is what she exactly needed. 

She lost her confidence! 

She lost faith in herself!

And back to home, she went to her room. She stood in front of the mirror. But this time she didn't cry. Instead she started laughing. 

"You think I'm a coward that I would be scared of the path you designed for me, huh?"

"Are you challenging me...?"

"So, Yeah! Challenge accepted! Now, I will show you that I can cross any path you will put for me", she said with her loudest voice and she went away.

RETARDANCE

RETARDANCE

They say she is retard minded because she doesn't go to pubs, because she doesn't drink and because she doesn't overexpose herself.

Is this her narrow mindedness?

Will she be a cool girl, if she starts drinking hard drinks?

Do pursuing these things really show that she is enjoying her life?

No..! You are wrong!

It's just that she enjoys being in herself. She doesn't need help of such external agents to make herself happy.

I don't think its her retardance if even today she believes in true love and doesn't play with hearts. It's just that she believes in the real beauty of life. She believes in exploring the hidden meaning of life.

How would I define retardance?

Having a prejudiced mind and biased thoughts express your small mindedness. Not receptive to new ideas, lacking tolerance and breadth of view are characteristics of a small and retarded mind.

"Personality matters but the beauty of heart and creativity of mind matters the most!"

                                                  #WithLove#Nancy

Beautiful Minds

                                   BEAUTIFUL MINDS

Whom would I call beautiful??

Basically, the things that delights the senses, the qualities that give pleasure to the senses are referred as beautiful. The word beautiful itself is so BEAUTIFUL! 

And Mind...it is that part of our body that is responsible for our thoughts, feelings and intellectual ability. Thus, beautiful mind together refers to the beauty of opinions and expressions.

People with beautiful mind are the true learners and the best teachers. They are the attractive combination of health and happiness. Beauty of mind can be determined by the way you express yourself, the way your mind works and by the dedication and willingness to do something. They are open to new experiences, emotions, sensations and ideas, but they are also very sensitive to this new information, often becoming overwhelmed by the myriad of input they have let into their consciousness.

You may remember a beautiful face for a few days,
but you will remember a beautiful mind forever! :)

                                                          #WithLove#Nancy

TO KEEP ITS EDGE, BE 'YOURSELF' !

"He who knows others is learned,

but the wise one is the one who knows himself !"

We all are born with a divine fire in us. We should work hard to give wings to this fire and fill the world with the glow of goodness. Our efforts should be to explore ourselves instead of copying others.

Generally, what we people do is we work hard to become like others. Some of us wants to dance like Hrithik Roshan, Some of us want to earn like Bill Gates, Some of us study hard to become Isaac Newton and etc. Why man?? Dude, Instead you should try to find out your talent. Don't annihilate your talent. Because you are new in the field and can create history!

"Don't wait for the right time,

 'Cause it is the right time,

 'Cause you are the one...the world is waiting for,

 Go and Show Up Yourself...!"

Always have faith in yourself,

Always believe your ideas,

Don't go out and search for a successful personality to copy them.

Because you have the ability to win the game !

                                                             Thank You!

                                                       #WithLove#Nancy 

" I WOULD GRAB YOUR HAND EVERY NIGHT,
             AND PRAY TO GOD THAT I DID NOT LOSE FAITH IN GOD"
                                                                                     : BY NANCY JAIN


"God has not promised skies always blue,
  Flower-strewn pathways All our life through;
  God has not promised
  Sun without rain,
  Joy without sorrow,
  Peace without pain.
  But God has promised
  Strength for the day,
  Rest for the Labour,
  Light for the way..! "


The journey of life is not easy but it is not difficult either. It's all about the paths we chose to walk upon. One or at the another times we all have a difficult phase of life which sometimes changes us and sometimes changes our surroundings. For which most of the time we blame God.

Hard times generally make us pessimistic. I remember the days when the dark shadows had covered the brighter rays. But what is important is that I didn't lose my believe in God. I knew because life is chasing me a challenge and being a warrior, I have to win. I was sure that God will definitely show me my path to my success. And this was what happened.

So, just be confident and optimistic. Your positive attitude is your key to success. And never lose your faith in God because Yes, he is there to help you..to take you to your destination.

                                            STRUGGLE.SURVIVE.SUCCEED

#KeepSmiling#ThumbsUp :)

#WithLove#Nancy

Beautiful Lines

I can hear my heartbeating,
I can hear everyone's heart,
I can hear the human noise we sat out there making not one of us moving,
Not even when the room went Dark..!

#WtihLove#Nancy

Keep your SMILE, that's how I explain my Long Life..

"Let not thy winged days be spent in vain,

When one gone no gold can buy them back again!"

                                                                                

                                                                  : A P J Abdul Kalam

Basically smile is defined as the curve that straightens everything. A smile is the light in your window that tells others that there is a caring and sharing person inside.The sweetness we taste in a piece of sugar is neither a property of the sugar nor a property of ourselves. We are producing the experiences of sweetness in the process of interacting with the sugar. It is the property of our SMILE and HAPPINESS that let us taste the sweetness of sugar. That let us taste the sweetness of World!

I remember from the early days when I used to fall down while skating, when I got injured while playing and when I failed in my examinations, it was the smile on my face that encouraged me to never let myself down. It gives me enthusiasm to improve myself.

There are different types of smiles and you should know when to smile and how to smile as they all have different impacts.

So choose your smile wisely!

Let my soul smile through my heart and my heart smile through my eyes,

 that I may scatter rich smiles in sad hearts.

Thank You

#WithLove#Nancy